In 1982, the artist Mellen-Thomas Benedict survived clinical death. He had been dead about a half an hour, and during that time he left the body and went into the light. Expressed a desire to know the universe, was taken to the depths of being ancient and even more in the energy Vacuum — Nothing prior to the Big Bang. Regarding this near-death experience Dr. Kenneth Ring said, "His story is the most remarkable of those that I've heard in several years of research of similar cases."
ROAD TO DEATH
In 1982 I died from an incurable cancer. Stage of the cancer was inoperable and chemotherapy, which I could offer more turn me into a kind of plant. I had to live for 6-8 months. In the '70s we caved to the information, and I was very nervous because of the environmental crisis, the nuclear threat, etc. And as with the spiritual affairs of my situation was bad, I have come to the conclusion that the nature of the mistake, and we even had a cancerous tumor on the body of the planet. I do not see a way out of all these problems that we have created on earth. I perceived all humans as cancer, and the same thing happened to me. And it's killing me.
Be careful with your perception of the world. It is the feedback and, especially, if your views are negative. I had a very negative perception. This led me to death. I tried all sorts of alternative medicine, but in vain. Then I decided that it was between me and God. In fact, I never saw or spoke to him.
Before that, I had no spiritual development, and now turned to spirituality and alternative treatments. I was going to read all that you can, and quickly prepared on this subject, because I do not like surprises on the other side. So, I began to read and study the philosophical literature of religion. All this was very interesting and gave hope that there is something on the other side.
On the other hand, I was an independent artist and had no insurance. All my savings went to the survey, so that I appeared before the doctor without insurance. I did not want my family suffered financial losses and decided to handle it yourself. Constant pain was not, but I sometimes temporarily lost consciousness. Because of this, I did not dare to drive.
In the end, I was under the care of hospice. I had a private nurse from Hospice. God himself sent me this angel, who spent the last few days with me. And it lasted 18 months. I did not want to take a lot of medications, as I, if possible, like to keep a clear mind. But then came such pain that seemed anything but them no longer exists. Luckily, it only lasted a few days.
The light of God
I remember waking up at home at 4:30 am and realized — this is the end. It was the day I die. So I called friends and said goodbye. Then I woke up the nurse and told her about it. I was with her personal agreement that she would leave my body alone for 6 hours, because the most interesting things are happening at this time. And I fell asleep.
The next thing I remember is the beginning of a typical near-death experience.
Suddenly I realized that I got up, but the body remains in bed. Around was darkness. Without the body feel more alive and fluid and to the extent that I have seen every room in the house, and the roof of the house, and all that is under the house, and all around.
The light began to shine. I turned to him. The light was as he was described by those who experienced a near-death state. He was so majestic! And it is tangible: you feel it. He's attractive — you have a desire to go to him as a native of the mother or father in his arms. When I began to move toward the Light, I knew intuitively that if I went to the Light, I would be dead. So when I moved forward, I asked, "Please, even a minute, hold on a second here. I want to think about it, I would like to talk to you before I come. "
To my surprise, it stopped at the same time. You are well in control of his near-death state. It's not like you're on a roller coaster. So, my request was taken into consideration, and I had a conversation with the Light. Light continued to change and take images of Jesus, Buddha, Krishna, mandalas, archetypes and symbols.
I asked the Light, "What's going on here? Please, Light, clarify. I really want to know what was going on. " In fact, I did not say, and communication went telepathically. Light replied that the information given to me, was, that our faith creates feedback when we stand before the Light. If you were a Buddhist, Catholic or Fundamentalist, you get the information image of nature. You have a chance to look at it, explore, but most people do not.
I came to the realization that the way light reveals itself was our Higher Self matrix I can say that the light has turned into a matrix, a mandala of human souls, and I saw our Higher Self, and it is in all of us is a matrix. It also serves as a guide to the source, each of us comes directly from the source. And we all have a Higher Self, or, Super Soul, as part of our being. It was revealed to me in its true energy form. Our Higher Self is described as a communication channel, although it does not appear so, but it is a direct connection to Source. We are all directly related to the source.
So the light showed me matrix, Higher Self, and I realized that all of our Higher Selves are connected to form a single entity all of humanity — one being, we are actually one and the same being, in different ways, but one. This does not apply to any one religion. This image came as feedback. I saw the mandala of human souls. And it was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. It was so exciting. It was like all the love you're thirsty, and it was this love that heals, soothes and revives.
I asked the Light to continue to explain to a better understanding of our Higher Self Around the world there is something like the network to which all our I linked. It looks like a big company, in our next finer level of energy, we can say spiritual level.
Then, after a few moments, I asked for further clarification. I wanted to know how to construct the universe. "I am ready to go" — I said. Light turned into the most beautiful thing in the world: a mandala of human souls on our planet.
Then I came to this with my negative view of what is happening on the ground. So I asked for clarification from the Light. Indeed, in this magnificent mandala I saw, as we all are beautiful in their essence, in origin. We are the most beautiful creatures. The human soul, the human matrix, and every part of what we were all together — absolutely fantastic, elegant, unusual — each particle.
I can not even put into words, as in the time it changed my opinion of humanity. I said, "Oh, God, I did not realize that we are all so beautiful." At all levels, high and low, in any form — we are the most beautiful creatures. I am extremely surprised that he found evil in any soul. I asked, "How can that be?" The response was that no soul at its core contains no evil. Terrible things that happen to people, can cause them to do bad things, but in their hearts there is no evil. All that people are looking for their support, it's love — said Svet.Otsutstvie love destroys them.
It seems light went on to reveal my secrets when I asked:
"Does this mean that the world will be saved?" Then the trump with rain swirling spiral lights Light said, "Remember and never forget: you save, restore and heal itself. This is always the case. And always will be so. You originally created with this ability.
At that moment, I realized even more. I realized that we are already saved, and we saved ourselves because they were created with inherent self-correction, like all God's universe. This is the second coming. Light and I thanked God from the heart. The best that I then came to mind — a simple word of thanks: "Oh, God, oh, precious universe, O Self, I love my life." It seemed that the Light breathes me deeper. There was a feeling as if he had completely engulfed me. Love Light indescribable.
I went to another reality, more sophisticated than the previous one. It was a powerful stream of Light, vast and full, deep in the Heart of Life. I asked him what it was. Light said, "It's RIVER OF LIFE. Ispey of her heart's content. " I did so. I made one big gulp, then another. Drink of life itself! This led to the delight! The light then said: "Do you have the desire." He knew everything about me and the past, present and future. 'Yes,' I whispered. "
I asked to see the rest of the universe, beyond our solar system and all human illusions. Light said that I can go to the stream. I did so, and was moved through the light at the end of the tunnel. I heard a series of very soft explosions. What a speed! I seemed to retreat from the world in the flow of life with rocketing. I have. As land was left behind. Solar system in all its beauty and also swept past disappeared. Faster than the speed of light, I flew through the center of the galaxy, absorbing the path of knowledge. I learned that this galaxy and the entire universe is full of life forms. I saw many worlds. The good news: we are not alone in this universe.
While I was flying in this stream of consciousness through the center of the galaxy, he began to expand to the awe inspiring fractal waves of energy. Superclusters of galaxies with their ancient wisdom flew by. At first I thought I was just flying and traveling. But then I realized that when the stream was expanding, my mind is also expanded to embrace everything in this universe. Raced past the entire universe. It was an unimaginable wonder! I was really miracle child, a child in Wonderland.
It seemed that all the worlds of the universe rush past the speed of light. Suddenly got a second light. It came from all sides and was different. The light was very high frequency. I heard a few soft sound bits. My mind expand and combine with all the holographic universe.
As soon as I walked in the second light, I realized that surpassed the Truth. These are the exact words that could pick to describe this condition, but I'll try to explain more. When I entered the second light, I was in complete silence at absolute rest. I have seen and perceived eternity, unlimited.
I was in the Void, in a vacuum. I was in the period before the Big Bang, before the beginning of creation. I crossed the beginning of time — the first word — the first vibration. I was in the center of creation. It was like touching the face of God. There was no religious feeling. I was just one on one with Absolute Life and Consciousness.
When I say that I could see or perceive forever, I mean, I could see all of creation generating itself. It did not have a beginning or an end. Mind-expanding thought, is not it? Scientists perceive the Big Bang, as the seed, the only action that led to the creation of the universe. I saw that the Big Bang is only one of the infinite Big Bangs creating Universes endlessly and simultaneously. The only appropriate comparison, in human understanding, we can reduce the images created by supercomputers using fractional geometric equations.
The ancients knew this. They said that the Father created the universe from time to time, exhaling and inhaling breaks. These periods called yugas. Modern scholars have called this the Big Bang. I was in absolute, pure consciousness. I could see and perceive all the Big Bangs or Yugas creating and destroying itself. Instantly I went to all the time. I saw that every, even the smallest part of the universe, has the property to create. It's hard to explain. I still do not have the words.
To assimilate all that I have experienced in a vacuum, I took years. Now I can say that the vacuum is less than nothing, and more than all that exists! Vacuum — it is absolute zero, chaos — forming all possibilities. It is Absolute Consciousness is much more than the Universal Mind.
Where is the vacuum? I know. Vacuum inside and outside of all. You now live inside and outside the vacuum simultaneously. You do not have to go anywhere or die to get to it. Vacuum is between all physical manifestations. These are the spaces between the atoms and particles, the electron cloud.
Modern science has begun to study this space. They called it the zero point. When they try to measure it, their instruments through the roof, or, as they say, point to infinity. They have no way to measure infinity accurately. And in your body and in the universe there is zero space. What mystics call the void is not. The vacuum is full of energy, different types of energy that creates all that we have. All first Big Bang is vibration. Biblical I AM, in fact, is a question mark. I AM? WHAT I AM?
So, the universe is God, manifesting your Divine I all imaginable ways, in constant motion, endless study itself through each of us. After every hair on your head, through every leaf of the tree God searches yourself, your Higher I AM. I began to realize that all that is — is he himself, along with your I and my Ya All — is the Supreme Self is why he knows when a leaf falls. This is possible because no matter where you were there and the center of the universe. This God and He in Vacuum.
When I was researching the Void and all the Yugas or the universe, I was out of time and space as we perceive them. In this expanded state, I discovered that the universe is absolute, pure consciousness or God descends into life to gain experience. Void itself is devoid of experience. This predsostoyanie life, before the first vibration. God is more than Life and Death. Therefore, in the universe there is something more to explore.
I was in a vacuum and realize everything that has ever been created. It seemed that I saw it through the eyes of God. I have become God. Suddenly I was no longer myself. Once again I repeat, I was looking through the eyes of God. I learned why there is every atom, I can understand and see everything. Interestingly, I was a member of Vacuum and returned with the understanding that he is not there. God is here. That's how things are.
From the endless search for humanity: to go anywhere in search of God. God has given us everything, everything here. And what we are all involved, it is in the study of God through us. People are too busy trying to become God, they must understand that they are gods and God becomes us. That is the point.
I got it, finished the study of the Void, and wanted to go back to the universe, or the South. It appears this is very easy to do. Again I went through the second Light, or the Big Bang, listening to the soft sounds of digits. In the stream of consciousness, I flew all the universe. And what was this flight! Superclusters of galaxies pass through me.
I passed through the center of our galaxy, which is a big Black Hole. Black holes are huge processors or recirculator universe. Do you know what is on the other side of the Black Hole? We are in our galaxy, which has been reproduced from another universe. In its whole energy form galaxy looks like a fantastic cluster of lights. All the energy of the Big Bang is light. Each Subata, atom, star, planet, even consciousness itself — everything is made of light and has a frequency of light. Light — living matter. And everything is made of light, even stones. Therefore, all living things. Everything is made of divine light, and all has a mind.
Light of Love
I'm still flying into the stream and was able to observe the approach of Light. I've learned — it was the first light, the Higher Self Light Matrix of our solar system. Then there was the system itself is in the Light, accompanied by one of those bits of soft sounds. I saw that our solar system — a great local body. It is our body, and we are much more than we realize. So, I saw that the solar system — is our body, and I'm part of it, the land — it is a great thing, and we — part of it that is aware of this. We're not all — we only part of it, and it knows it.
I could see all the energy that generates the solar system, and it is a terrific light picture. I heard the music of the spheres. Our solar system to create all of the heavenly bodies generates a unique matrix of light, sound and vibration. Advanced civilizations from other star systems can detect life in the universe of vibration and energy matrix imprint. This is child's play. Earth's Miracle Baby (human beings) make a lot of sounds like children playing in the backyard of the universe.
I flew in the stream directly into the center of the Light. I felt the embrace of light, when he again took me in his breath, then followed by another soft sound of the discharge. I was in this great Light of Love with the stream of life penetrating me. I must reiterate that this is the most loving, non-judgmental light. It is an ideal parent for Miracle Child. "What's next?" — I asked.
Light explained that there is no death, we are immortal beings. We live forever! I realized that we are part of a natural, living system reconstitutes itself endlessly. I was told that I should go back. But I knew — it is necessary. This is a natural consequence of the fact that I've seen. I do not know how long I stayed with the Light in Earth time. But there came a moment when I realized that I got answers to all my questions and my return is near.
When I say that all my questions answered, I mean, I got all the answers. Each person has their own life and their questions. Some questions are universal, but each of us to study the life of their unique way. So there are other forms of life, from the mountains and ending with each leaf of the tree. This is very important for all of us in this universe, because all this is the big picture, full of life. We are God, examines himself in an endless dance of life. Your uniqueness enhances the value of life.
Return to Earth
When I began to return to the life cycle, I do not come to mind, and I was told that I should go back to the same body. I rely on the light and the life. When the stream merged with the great Light, I asked to keep the memory of the apparitions, and all that I learned on this side.
The answer was yes. This was seen as a kiss soul.
I went through the light in the vibrant reality again. The whole process was repeated with the addition to the information that I received. I returned home and got a lesson on the incarnation. I answered the questions: "How does it work? How, then this works? "I knew that I needed to reincarnate. The Earth is a huge processor power and individual consciousness evolves out of it in all of us.
I first thought of himself as a man and was happy. From what I learned, I was happy to feel just an atom in this universe. Just atom. Then what about the human part of God … this is the most fantastic blessing. This is a blessing, in spite of our most extreme estimates, which can be a blessing. The idea that we are a part of the human experience, resulting in awe. Each one of us no matter where he is, concerned with something or not, is a blessing to the world.
So, I went through the process of incarnation and was expecting a child to appear somewhere. But I taught a lesson on how individual consciousness evolves. Since I reincarnated in his own body. I was very surprised when I opened my eyes. It was incredibly amazing to be back in my body, in my room, where someone took care of me and cried for me. Yes, it was my nurse. She left my body to rest for half an hour to find that I was dead. She was sure I was dead, there were all the signs — I grew numb.
We do not know how long I was dead, but we do know that it took a half hour to as long as I have found in this state. It fulfilled my request to leave the body alone for a few hours. We had a stethoscope and a lot of other ways to check the vital functions of the body. She could make sure I was dead. It was not a near-death experience.
I had been dead for at least a half hour. She found me dead and listened to a stethoscope, measure blood pressure and heart rate checked on the monitor. But then I woke up and saw the light. I tried to get up to go for it, but fell out of bed. She heard the sound of falling, ran into the room and found me on the floor.
So, I came back, and the incident inspired awe. The perception of the world slipping away from me, and I am constantly asked, "Am I alive?" The world seemed to me more sleep than that. In just four days, I felt better and even to some extent quite different. The memory of the journey came back later. Now I have not seen in people the shortcomings seen before. Prior to that I condemned. I thought that many people do not know how to cope with life's problems, but me. But now I have a different opinion on the matter.
Three months later, one of my friends said that I should get tested. I passed all the tests. I was feeling good, but also afraid of getting bad news.
I remember the doctor, comparing test results before and after my near-death experience, he said, "Well, now you do not." I said, "Maybe it's a miracle?" He said, 'No, it happens. This is called spontaneous remission. " To him it made no impression. But a miracle happened, I have something that's more impressive than anyone else.
Secrets of life little correlation with intelligence. The universe is not an intellectual process. Intelligence here as an aid: it is bright, but we are now developing it, and the heart, a wise of us.
Center of the planet is the greatest energy converter, as can be seen in the picture of the magnetic field of the earth. This is our circle, attracting incarnating soul again and again. This is a sign that you get at a human level and develop an individual consciousness.
The animals have a group soul and reincarnate in a group shower. The deer will always be a deer. But, having been born a man, no matter genius or disabled, you stand on the way of development of individual consciousness. By itself it will become part of the group consciousness of humanity.
I saw that races are groups of individuals. Such nations as France, Germany and China each have their personality. Large cities also have personality — local group of souls that attract certain people. Families united in a group shower. Personality develops as a fractional dimension, evolving through our personality. Different problems that each of us is extremely important. That is how God searches the Self through us. Therefore, ask questions, go in search. You will find your self, and you will see God in me, because this is the only thing I.
Moreover, I saw that each of us has a soul mate. We are all part of one mace into many areas of creative souls, but still united. Now I look at each person as a soul mate, that unique, which is always looking for. But the greatest thing that you have — it is you.
As you have both male and female at the same time. We are experiencing this in the womb and through reincarnation. If you are looking for a soul mate outside of yourself, you can never find it. Outside you do not. Just as there is no God 'out there'. God is here. Seek God here. Look closely at his J. Start with the love of his I. And through it all you like.
I went down into what might be called Hell, and it was an amazing experience. I have not found there either Satan or evil. My descent into Hell was a personal journey, an ordinary human misery, ignorance, and darkness of misunderstanding. He was similar to eternal suffering. But each of the millions of souls around me had a little star of light always available. But no one seemed to pay any attention to her. Everyone was absorbed in his sorrow, wounds and grief. Of this seeming eternity, I cried out to the light, like a child calling out to her parents for help.
Light opened up and formed a tunnel that stretches right up to me and delivered me from all that fear and pain. That's what Hell really is. All we need to learn to do is to join hands and walk together. Doors of Hell are open now. We've put together, hand in hand, and get out of Hell. The light came towards me and turned into a huge golden angel. I said, "You're an angel of death?" He replied that he was my Supersoul, the matrix of my higher self, the oldest part of all of us. And I was taken into the Light.
Soon, our scientists will measure the soul. Would not that be a miracle? We are now on the threshold of the invention of devices that will be sensitive to subtle or spiritual energies. Physicists use accelerators to split the atom, to know its structure. They got the quarks and charm. But one day they get up to the minute particles that supports all, and they still have to call it … God.
With nuclear power plants, they not only learn from what he is, but also create a particle. By the will of God, some of them live in milliseconds and nanoseconds. We are only now beginning to understand that we are creating too. So I have seen eternity, I realized the reality that there is a point from which we derive our knowledge and begin to create the next level. We have this ability to create, when we study. And that God extends itself through us.
Since his return, when I experienced first-hand experience with the light, I learned to find it in the space through meditation. It is available to everyone. There is no need to die to achieve it. Tool in you. You are already connected to it. Body — this is the most magnificent light being. Body — is an amazing universe of light. Spirit not to disqualify us, to destroy the body. It does not. Stop trying to be God. God is becoming you. Here.
Spirit, even as a small child, obegaya universe, feeling the need to, and thinking about it, created this world. I asked him, "What your mother has to cope with all this?" This is another level of spiritual awareness. Oh! My mother! Suddenly, you give up your ego, knowing that you are not the only soul in the universe.
One of my questions Light was: "What is Heaven?" And we immediately began to travel to all Heaven, which only were visited Nirvana, Earth, good hunting, and all the rest. I walked around them. This is a thought-form, which we ourselves have created. In fact, we do not go to heaven, and go through reincarnation.
I asked God, "What is the best religion on earth, the most correct?" God said with great love: "For me it's not important." What an incredible grace. It does not matter what religion we consider ourselves. Religions come and go and change. Buddhism is not eternal, Catholicism is not eternal and all are designed for education. All systems are now a lot of light.
Many opposed it and one religion against another is the belief that it only right. When God said that for him it is not important, I realized that we had concerns of the parties, it is important to us. For the source does not matter you are a Buddhist or a Jew. Each is a reflection of the whole face. How I would like to see the followers of all religions have understood it, and do not interfere with each other.
No, this is not the end of the separation of religion, but a simple principle: live and let live. Everyone has their own view of life. But together we make a grand picture.
I went to the other side with a lot of fear: and toxic waste and nuclear weapons, and the population explosion, and acid rain. I'm back with the love of each of these problems. I love nuclear waste production. I love the mushroom cloud of an atomic explosion. This holiest mandala, we demonstrated how the archetype. Faster than all the religions and philosophies of the world that terrible and wonderful mushroom cloud united us all, led to a new level of consciousness.
Knowing that we could blow up the planet for 50 or 500 times, we finally realize why we are all here together. For some time, we still have to drop bombs to us before it came.
Then we begin to say, "… enough, no more." We are now, in fact, more secure than they were before, and the world continues to move in this direction. So I came back loving toxic waste, because it brings us together. It's great.
Freed from acid rain, in 50 years we will be able to restore forests on the planet. If you practice environment, deal with it, you're just the part of the system, which has come to realize. Do this as you have the strength, but do not lose heart, and be enthusiastic. The land is in the process of restoring order in his household, and we cells in her body.
The growth rate is close to the optimum level of energy needed to cause a shift in consciousness. This shift in consciousness will change politics, money system, energy.
What happens when we sleep? We are multidimensional beings. We can comprehend the levels through lucid dreams. In fact, the entire universe is God's dream.
The main thing that I've seen is that we, humanity, are parts of the planet that — a piece of the galaxy, which in turn is also a particle. There are giant systems, our — average. But humanity has acquired the legend in the cosmic consciousness.
The little human beings of the planet Earth / Gaia — legendary. Dreams made us legendary. We differ with their dreams. The entire cosmos is looking for the meaning of life, the meaning of all things. And, that is, one who has dreams, came the answer. We saw it in a dream. So that dreams are very important.
After death and return, I really respect life and death. In our near-death experiences, we probably opened the door to a great secret. Soon we will be able to live as long as possible in this body. After 150 years or so soul intuitively feel that it is time to change the conductor. Reincarnation is the transfer of energy in this fantastic vortex, more inventive than eternal life in the same body. After all, in fact we are going to learn the wisdom of life and death, and like us. We already live forever, just as it is.
For all this!
Source: Soznanie.info , Zen garden